找工作的煩惱

好工作不好找(錢多事少離家近)，在好機會間決擇也很痛苦！

日前同事國防役快畢業，登錄了人力網站，結果電話三不五時就在響， 我想他大概都是去交朋友的，因為他也不會去那些公司。果然最後落腳於一家好公司。(雖然錢多事不少離家不近,不過第一項達到就夠了)

他是一梯的，我是二梯的。現在輪我抉擇了。

我沒力氣一家家面試，只在前老闆跟另一客戶兼好朋友的公司間選擇。同樣兩邊都有我想要的，但工作內容與性質卻相差極大。

前老闆公司與自己目前的未來規劃超math，另一家則是前同事最後落腳的地方。(我想應該是台灣唯一碩果僅存可以造就科技新貴的公司吧)

我想我是人在福中不知福吧！

好運不夠的生日

12/19---拾位數改變前的最後一個生日。

考了第三次的AT，結果還是一樣，只進步20分，這樣的進步幅度，恐怕要考到家財散盡吧！

7年前的12/19參加研究所甄試,結果證明生日是我的幸運日。
昨天12/19參加考試前就一直幻想上天注定我要在生日那天打敗ETS。
結果證明-----我想太多了......

除了安慰自己是在職準備的時間零碎外，有進步總比退步好吧！

一月要把明年的假一次休完，再戰一次，決定要心無旁騖的努力，只剩這次了！
(為啥敢一次休完勒??因為要走人了嘛，不休完又不能帶著走)

過完年，新工作開始，也沒有多餘時間再準備了.....

Good Luck to myself.

The mail to my wife few days ago

Dear Emily,

I feel so tired.........


I cannot concentrate on my work today, and I'm thinking when is a right time to resign all the day. If I decide to leave on January, 2006, I need to start the procedure at the end of this year. Thereofore, I need to give up the salary of February although there are only 17th days in that month. However, I do not want to clean up the mess here.

I want to leave the office as early as possible today. Could you?

Eric

Self-examination...

After reviewing the experience sharing from yuying, a friend of coffee website, I gradually understand why I'm keeping failed on the test, and I guess I find the right way to study it.

I believe the vital is all about reading comprehension, and I need more practices on the reading until I can read the english passages like chinese ones.

It's a long way to reach my goal since I am not a smart guy. Besides, the test is only the first setp to pursue my second master degree. Good luck to myself.

My Motto

Life is not a matter of holding good cards, but of playing a poor hand well.

Robert L. Stevenson (1850~1894, The author of “Treasure Island”)